Emotions vs. Truth

I find myself today having to decide whether I will choose to have a good attitude or go with what I am feeling and be a little ok..... alot blue. You see when you are sick there are days that you get frustrated. Frustrated that there is a whole world going on around you and today I felt like even if I screamed at the top of my lungs no one could hear me. ( of course not everyone was gone and I was alone in my house) :). For this reason my wonderful mom gave me a day to gain perspective or rather put it on the Lord and be alone. My picc line is acting up so I go in tomorrow and have it looked at and possibly redone. It hurts every time i infuse something.
I was thinking at the end of this day with my restless heart and I realized of all the things I can do...... Help raise my two beautiful children that even though I am sick do not hold it against me but help me. Be in love with a husband that helps me and works so hard and is my best friend. Have friendships that are more then getting together but tied by the fact that our Savior is the bond that holds us tight. And love the Lord Jesus and let Him use this to change me and others. You see I have a good outcome where it might not have been but the key in whatever comes is Be still and KNOW that I AM GOD. He loves each one of us so much that his love story is worth going through to be His bride alone.
So to all who have prayed, cleaned, shopped, hugged and given in a variety of ways thank you. You are all loved and deeply appreciated and missed. I look forward to being able to be around everyone but right now and always the truth is the Lord is enough.
I had to choose what we are all working on instilling in our children to obey and make the right choice regardless of how we feel.

Be still and Know that I am God....... I love that. because the problem was I was not being still.

Thanks for listening!