Shock and Awe

I hope none of you fall over in awe that I am actually blogging. I have told myself in my hermit world that I need to let people know what is going on and I need to hear from you. I do. I need to know people are out there...... so let me catch you up. I went in and had the left picc line checked and they found that I was allergic to the med. Changed the med and a couple weeks later my left arm was infected so out came the left picc line in went the right. During that time we figured out that I am allergic to anything adhesive so we had to wrap it with a wrap that is not sterile and hope for the best. We had that one for 2.5 weeks and it got pulled. I am now picc free and back on all meds by mouth. We are praying that this will work because I really would like to stay where I am . Iv are not a good time. Besides they are loud so you get the sympathy look out in public. I used to see how many we could get. ( not in a bad way but you have to find a way to deal with it). My Dr. thinks I am getting better. That it is a slow road but that we can get there!!!!!!!! Very exciting.

The kids are doing great. Besides knowing alot about medical lingo and treatments they are your normal everyday kids....... they love to play and are best friends most of the time. Christian has been very excited I can crawl up and tuck him in now there is no picc line. Before I could not crawl up.
Abby is a princess at all times. I will have to take pics soon of it.

My family and friends have been wonderful to help and most of all the lord is sustains and refining us.

My verse for this year is: Be still and know that I am God. Quit trying to run frantically and fix everything on your own. relax the Lord already knows and He will fix it...... I love that I can rest. It goes completly againist my personality but I have to say it is one of my favorite lessons I have ever learned. Lord just let me Know what to do and when and I will go but I am done trying to push it.

I hope this finds all of you well and enjoying this new year in the Lord for Him to work , refine and change us for His glory.